Okay, so my tutor told me to use a “diary” to express my thoughts. I really don't wanna but if I don’t, I would be in trouble if I don’t do it. I mean writing isn't so bad but I just don't like her. She seems to know a lot about teaching academics but lol, her voice man—sounds like a screeching cat. It hurts my poor ears so much hahahha. Seriously though, that snobby look! I swear! You could even see her nostrils like a piggy. It feels like she cares but doesn't at the same time.
More like she wants to get closer with my ol’ daddykins. Surprising isn’t it? lol. It’s hilarious watching these older women trying to get into his pants..I mean good graces. I mean okay, he is handsome I guess but his attitude sucks. He’s just never there,—for me. Maybe ugh, never mind I know that’s how I feel. He doesn't give a damn about how I feel. My brother told what that stupid smug face that “you didn’t make the cut, that’s why dad doesn't you me anymore.
I just wanna slap that idiot so bad...jkjk
I really need to do some meditation after this. Really.
So I’m just counting down the days until I enter into that academy—not sure whether to be happy or dreading going there. For one thing, I should be happy that I can finally get away from my old man and away from all his restrictions. But then, I’m going to be representing the Oda clan. The daughter of the man who killed the former lord, basically murdered him. If I was younger, I would have been excited but he basically made me a target of pissed off students who might bully me. To be honest, I’m actually scared of going there. I have to watch my back.
Wish me luck Diary!